Shaken not stirred

I've been hate taking, soul shaking, mind aching

With my body racing

against a clock that's ticking and ripping the flesh from my soul

I remain an oddity, beyond plausibility, into infinity, racked with pain individually.

Hoping, fervently, wistfully, hatefully

For all these voices to quit

Make me the monster you want me to be.

Crush my work in steps of three

Hope and pray that I don't see

That you're the monster you want me to be

Take your perceptions and preconceived notions

Drop them back into the ocean

Mask your deceptions and unrealized quotients

You're shaken. Not stirred

Now let me stir you, shake you, maybe even forsake you

Like what I've lived for far to long

Let me hurt you, hate you, maybe even mentally rape you

Like what I've loved for far to long

You're only shook and shaken baby

You're not stirred and nothing does within you

So keep your fucking maybes

Wait til I drive you crazy

So something stirs within you

What stirs in me will only shake you, break you then let me take you

I'll show you a wonderland of pain and torment

Like Disneyland for the demented

So let me shake you, break you, and stir within you

The fire inside me.